okay, so caitlin is freaking out and crying and writing poetry about me, alicia is worrying about me, cara is jealous and thinks im too cool for her...what is wrong with me friends? course im sure thier thinking "what is wrong with her??" geeze, or is it...what is wrong with me? but you know...you gotta live life...i mean i rather die now and know that i actually did SOMETHING even though it wasnt even anything but me friends seem to think so, then to die later after a living hell cuz i did nothing.... o guueeeeeessss WHAT! i lost 5 POUNDS since like, yesterday DUDE!!! YAY. but yeah i cant even tell you all what im feeling right now because it is way too personal and i am a total introvert and i never show me feelings. i wish i could though hahaha!! ok, my bro is trying to choke me but i dont really care if i choke to death and quite obviously my brother doesnt care either lol.
