my sleeve is soaked with tears of pain
you call me up just to say
how perfect your life is
and how you had a perfect day
you have so many friends
that all love you
it must be nice to be so popular
and not be true
you blame it all on me
that everythings like this
you punish me for doing just my work
and not doing his
you yell at me
for not doing anything
saying you do everything
but i do it all
you do nothing
you always get your way
your always breaking in
your always getting me into trouble
even when its your fault
you have a perfect life
everything always work out for you
everyone loves you
they always try to make it right
so you wont complain and fight
were breaking apart
you make life so miserable
you just dont see
you dont get it
you dont know me
you dont understand me
you never will
i cant talk to anyone
im crying
but no one can hear me
cuz i wont let them
they wouldnt understand
no one would
im feeling pain
but i cant show it
i wont show it
i dont want them to feel pain too
im a whole other person
that they have never seen
that they have never met
i wont let them
i wont let them see me
the true me
under all the smiles
the laughter
the happiness
lies me
me and my pain
i wont let them see it
never
i wear a mask
to cover all
to cover everything
i cant talk to anyone
i feel so alone
im sick of you making me your prisoner
making me do things i dont want to do
i dont want to
i dont want to!
im cold
im hungry
but that cant be fixed
we cant afford anything
please go away
please leave me
i wanna run
i wanna go
i just want someone to talk to
i wanna leave
and never look back.
